I'm really scared right now. The other day I just sort of decided to take a closer look at my business records and, after I saw the figures and did the math, it looks like I may have to file for bankruptcy. I'm going to spend the entire day at home reading about Denver Chapter 7 bankruptcies and finding out anything else I can. I was really quite shocked by what I found, so far. If you can believe it, this is the least of my frustrations right now. My fiancee and I are having some major communication problems. We're just not seeing eye-to-eye about a bunch of different things. It's amazing how the idea of a wedding is somehow shedding all this light on our worst fears and insecurities and differences. At the rate we're going lately, there might not even be a wedding. I would be really devastated over that. One of our major stumbling points has been over finances. He's incredibly responsible where that's concerned and now I'm just really scared about what his reaction is going to be to my latest discovery. I guess if he really loves me we'll find a way to work through it and, if not, then maybe I'm better off without him.