GOING TO SLEEP

I've got one more chapter left to read about Pittsburgh bankruptcy law and then I'm going to sleep! I'm just taking a short writing break right now. I really need to get some rest. I've been going to bed every night this week after 1 a.m. Before anyone congratulates me on how diligently I've been studying, I have to confess that I spent the week staying up that late for other reasons! I know it probably sounds pathetic, but I tracked down my crush online and we've been communicating that way ever since. That's who I've been staying up late for all week. I'm really fighting the urge to talk to him right now. I know he usually comes online around this time. I'm making it a point not to talk to him tonight. I have to set some limits. I don't want to seem so available, otherwise I have a feeling he's going to lose interest. I think some distance is healthy and intriguing. I want him to wonder about me a little bit, you know? We've been sending each other e-mails just about every day. I love how he writes. There's something about the way he writes his messages that makes me feel special. I've hung onto every single one of them!

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